Was it worth it? Was it worth this? Was it worth losing me? Losing everything you once held so closely to? I feel really cheated, in fact, I was cheated. I never expected this. Especially from you. You were the last person I ever expected to hurt me this badly. So badly, I didn’t want to get up out of bed. I just wanted to lie there all day. Forget the world. Forget you. But, I knew I couldn’t. I had to get up. Dress up. Put on my face. Fake that smile. Get through my day. Without you… But, I don’t think you would have made it any better. You sure did enough. I just don’t understand it. I don’t understand you. All I know is now, I can’t even look at you. You Should have said No.
You lost me.